We were in a constant state of back and forth, push and pull, Indeed it was a vicious cycle, and we were nothing but time’s fool, I hate you, I love you, you were over it, and then you were desperate, And amidst all these craziness and hullaballoo, The only thing that remained true, Was […]

Birthdays are a big deal in my world, especially if it’s mine. Heh. I’ve been stressing for months on how to celebrate my birthday. My goal? To be happy. And that’s quite a tough one to pull off with everything that’s been happening and has happened in the past months. I’ve thought of taking a […]

My love was never overbearing That you have to understand What it was, was a vast ocean That some, no matter how I wanted them to, could never fathom Oh how I badly wanted for you to meet me in the depths But I should’ve figured, as you yourself have said That you never were […]

How many lifetimes do we have to live to get this right How much more pain do our souls have to bear to end this plight   We have traveled far and wide, To reach this point in time, Why is fate not on our side?   Perhaps I’ll see you once again in the […]

I can remember as clear as day You asked of me, can we keep this a secret? This had to be the way   Dumbfounded, I agreed In as much as it hurt To be with you without any greed   In wanting to keep you and be kept I convinced myself it was enough […]

Was it only me? Who upon seeing you felt a certain bone-deep familiarity As though something inside me woke up and wondered, Oh, there you are, I’ve been looking for you   And as I knew more of you I’ve never felt more in tune with the universe, with fate None of what has been […]

Loving you brought about bouts of madness to my day There were days I’d wake up with utmost glee And nights I’ve spent in sweet despair You were the earthquake That shook the path I walked on You were the hurricane That tore through all my defenses And somewhere between The euphoric highs of our […]

As I lay on my bed tonight I wish with all my might That you’ll fall back into my love And never waiver nor doubt That my heart has been cemented to yours Something I couldn’t fight nor find my way out from

Covered myself up in layers Yet the harshest cold still permeates through But nothing feels as cold As the gripping fear that imprisons me While I watch you lose to the demons inside of you Helpless as an outside spectator But I feel your loss the worst, As you are the better part of me.

There’s a war going on inside of me Sometimes when I miss you, I don’t know whether to give into the anxiety Or be thankful for what you’re giving me. It’s an ongoing battle each and every day When I feel you slipping far and away Whether to hold on to you more dearly Or […]